You make me happy when we're together, but then when I'm trying to figure out when we're going to hang out the next day I'm always the one going to the limit. doing whatever I can to see you. while all you have to do is sit there. It's frustrating. But all i have to do is look at you, feel your touch and you're forgiven. I have my doubts that you 'love' me. because all you ever want is something sexual...we don't kiss alot. but you think you're ready to go on to the next step? i think we need to work on our relationship a lot. We don't talk a lot...and if we do it's because I texted you first...you don't really like talking on the phone either, because you don't have enough time? I mean really...we want totally different things in relationships it seems. but I want to be with you forever...how does that make sense? It wouldn't surprise me if I found out you were cheating on me either...and thats the reason you stayed with me regardless that I wasn't meeting your needs. I'm sure you have other girls to do that. How is this even a relationship if I feel this way? You make my nerves go 100 + mph. But you're breaking my heart at the same time. This honestly doesn't make any sense. I wish someone would love me because I have beautiful eyes, or because my smile brightens their day. I wish that someone wanted to be with me everyday and would go to any limit to be with me. I wish you would call me at 4 in the morning just to tell me that you couldn't sleep because you were thinking about me, Dalton. I wish that you were the guy that I could fall in love with, and stay in love with forever. but I don't think thats you...
I'm not the type of girl who gives up, though. So here it goes....one last try.
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