it shouldn't bother me as much as it does when he doesn't text back right away...but it does. So maybe I'm overreacting? Yeah, I'd say. We talked just about all day yesterday while he was working down at the elevator, and I was 'doing nothing'. I haven't told him yet I'm going to MN...but I doubt he cares anyways. He doesn't seem to want to hang out, nor do I want to hang out with him at the moment either. I'm trying to work on my physical appearance. and I don't want anyonne commenting on that. he texted me yesterday saying "rise and shine" and today I got "wake up sleepy head" I need to resist texting him back anyways because I can't keep going over on my texting. My grandpa's getting all shook up about it. Although personally I think it's worth it for who I'm talking to.
I'm excited to go to MN because I need to get away from this place. Everything around here reminds me of him. All the gravel roads we've drove down, being at the park together, seeing him in the hallway, yeah. Even my own house! Good greif. Well I'm in Biology right now & I have nothing to do. There's still like 10 minutes left. Should I check to see if he texted me back yet?
....wait for it....
god dammit.
yes, he didn't text me back. shut up. good lord.
well, I'm going to go now, and possibly cry. this is so dumb.
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