Yesterday I got to hang out with Dalton for like 3 hours. It was great. Even though I got Tara mad at me...We watched stepbrothers, and he made me laugh a lot. He got my sisters approval, which is kind of funny. She came to pick me up, and got out and shook hands with him and everything, and then we hugged, and kissed, and i left. When we were texting each other last night, I was saying how my sisters pretty & blah blah blah, and he's like "yeah she is, but so are you." and I said "yeah. I'm sure I'll prolly look like her when I'm older. hopfully. And have someone love me as much as dustin loves her." and he's like I bet i could match that. so I told him all the cute things dustin does...and he's like yep. I could double that. :) It was adorable. Then his goodbye isn't goodbye. It's always just I love you. Because he said that he doesn't want 'bye' to be the last thing I hear. He wants the last thing I hear from him to be I love you, so I always know that. :) It's so cute. He might be able to come to the Jaycees haunted house with me, kels, and jonny. That'd be sooo fun. I was telling him I might chicken out, cause I'm a scardy cat, and he said if he goes, I have to go. Because he wants someone to hold on to. <3>
I feel like we actually sort of have something now...idk how to explain it. We hang out more now, and sort of talk more. So it's easier. I don't feel so lost anymore. I don't know how to explain it. I'm not that dependent on him, but I wouldn't want to go a day without talking to him. I think I am actually feeling the real kind of love though. Because it feels like a soft breeze blowing through my hair. When I'm with him everything is ok. I'm calm. My heart slows pace, and we breathe the same rythum. I miss him already...
d.a.k.o.t.a <3's>
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